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Title: See How You've Changed
Author:  [info]parasesinar
Pairing: Umm... One sided... Mike/William, Mike/Butcher, Jon/William, Adam/Tom, implied Tom/Jon/Mikey Russell... I think that's all!
Rating: PG
Summary: "Mike's a slut."
Genre: Eek... Vignette?
Disclaimer: Is Tom still in the band? I don't think so.

See, what not many people get is that Mike is the ‘dork’ of The Academy Is…
The dork with the bad temper.
Mike adores Tetris. And he’s pretty good at it too. Unlike Brendon, who stabs at the keys and point blank refuses any advice. Mike, he just ignores what William tries to tell him. His off green eyes follow the screen so fast they’re a blur.
But, yeah. This bad temper.
They were warned about it when Pete introduced them to the band.
“And this one’s Mike. He’s the dork.”
“He’s my dork.” William wrapped his arms around the guitarist.
“Get off, Bill!”
“Oh yeah, he’s also got the worst bloody temper I’ve ever seen. Seriously.”
They’d only seen it once, and it had been Brent that sparked it off. Ryan couldn’t remember why, but it was about midway through the tour. It was odd, because Brent and Mike had got on pretty well before.
“Who’s the bloody rock star, eh?”
“Mike, I never-”
“Listen to me Wilson, sit down, shut up and enjoy the bloody view, because, the way you’re acting, this tour will be your bloody last!”
It had been a week before Mike had calmed down enough to be forced to apologise by William; and Ryan had to admit, Mike was right. The tour had been his last.
William was the temperamental one, everyone knew <i>that</i>. William would strop, and cry, and scream when things didn’t go his way. Well, Ryan and Brendon, ever the polite ones, would call it temperamental. Jon and Mike just called it being a bloody girl. See example.
“Will someone just listen to me for once?”
“Ok. Fine.” (Mike).
 “Hey, everyone! Roll up and listen to the girl having a tantrum!” (Jon).
The first time they’d met The Academy Is… had been at a party.
One of Gabe Saporta’s parties, actually. Need Ryan so any more? He didn’t think so.
They barely stayed an hour, but that hour woke the four of them up one hell of a lot.
Like the fact Mike and William were making out in the corner of the room, William being the dominant one.
Ryan asked Pete about that on the way home.
“Well…” Pete tapped his fingers on the steering wheel. “It’s mainly the alcohol.”
“And the fact Bill fancies Mike like crazy.” Patrick interjected.
“And Mike really can’t hold his drink.”
“But mainly the fact that Mike is gay.”
“And William likes to take advantage of it.”
Somethings Ryan will never know or understand.
Mike never remembered it in the morning.
But, Ryan could suddenly tell.
Every lyric, every single lyric was written about Mike. All the stuff about never being together and it hurting like hell, it was all courtesy of Mike.
He was good with things like that.
Butcher was the peace keeper in this emotional band. Which was odd, because him and Mike were almost continually fighting… yet Butcher was the only one, asides from William when Mike was drunk, who got physical contact. Ok, so an arm around the shoulder was the extent of it… and Ryan still wasn’t sure whether Mike had been drunk…
But anyway, the point was, Butcher was probably the most even tempered. He could calm down a stropping William, he could soothe an angry Mike, he could coax Tom out of his shell, he could stop Adam from running around like a mental patient.
He was the oldest. And had the most confidence in the band – Ryan had figured it out; the drummer always was the most confident. Butcher was the only one who was allowed to cuddle Mike when he was sober. And Ryan reckoned he knew why.
Mike liked Butcher. The way William liked Mike.
Sometimes, Ryan’s heart bled for the unassuming Chicagoans.
Tom was, amazingly, the shy one. His camera spoke for him, spoke volumes about things he wanted to say. The only time he’d come out his shell was when he was onstage, or when he was holding his camera, imploring Mike for another picture, one where he’d actually smile. He hadn’t spoken more than two words to Ryan in their tours. The only time Ryan had heard him speak more than two words to anyone was when Tom was talking to Jon, and they’d laugh about little things that no one else understood; 504 Plan, growing up in the music scene, how stupid Mikey Russell could be. Just who this Mikey Russell was, no one else seemed to know. Well, Pete did, but that was hardly a surprise. William had asked his bass tech and guitarist one time, pouting furiously, and Jon and Tom had just looked at each other, and laughed, and blushed. That kind of made Ryan fell that he really didn’t want to know who Mikey was.
Adam was the youngest – and it showed. He was more interested in drinking, and having ‘guitar fights’ with the others, and stealing Jon’s camera – he wouldn’t dare do that to Tom, but Jon was only what… three years older than him?
Adam was like a puppy – he was sweet and innocent, and adored just one person. In this case, that person was Tom. He gambolled around the guitarist with the sweetest smiles he could manage, but Tom never noticed.
Tom was too busy looking at Mike, admiring the confidence the stocky guitarist had on stage.
Sometimes, Ryan’s heart bled for the unassuming Chicagoans.
He’d taken this up with Jon, once, about how the boy’s tangled love lives only seemed to get more entangled with each other whilst on tour. Jon’s answer had surprised him.
“Get it into your head, kid! There’s no love.
“But… it’s obvious!”
“No, what you’re seeing is lust, pure and simple.”
“No, Jon, I swear it’s love.”
“No it’s not! None of them are in love with each other!”
“You mean you don’t want them to be because you like one of them!”
“Maybe I do, what’s the problem with that?”
“You’re their tech; shouldn’t you be supportive of them?”
“Mike’s a slut.”
Ryan stopped the conversation there, shocked at the venom in Jon’s voice. He could imagine William being called a slut, not because William was, but the vocalist enjoyed physical contact, hanging off his members, and anybody who happened to be standing near him when the inspiration took him.
But Mike?
It only took Ryan a while to realise why he said it. When watching Mike shivering in William’s borrowed jumper. Whilst watching Mike hit the ‘full stop’ key repeatedly whilst talking on AIM. It came to him seeing Jon glaring at the band onstage.
It was William Jon liked, and William, like everyone else, it seemed, liked Mike.
Apart from everyone also seemed to hate Mike.
Mike included. Ryan found this out when he caught Mike outside a venue, with a cigarette slowly burning between his fingers. With tears staining his cheeks.
“Mike? What’s wrong?”
“Nothing. Nothing’s wrong. Nothing at all.”
“Pull the other one, Mike. You’re crying.”
“Yeah, so?”
“Come on, Mike, tell me what’s wrong.”
You’d be crying too if you were called the slut of your band.”
“You heard Jon?”
“He said it to you too? He says it to everyone.”
Ryan’s heart bleeds for the unassuming Chicagoans.
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Umm… not sure if I like this one… It’s kind of different from my usual way of writing… I’ve been ill, that’s my excuse.
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Comments:
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-25 06:09 pm (UTC)

Sorry!

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Ok, apologies to everyone. LJ keeps screwing up.
From: [info]theacademylove
2006-11-25 06:17 pm (UTC)

Re: Sorry!

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Oops. ignore my last comment on the other post...except for the bloody part.
From: [info]theacademylove
2006-11-25 06:18 pm (UTC)

Re: Sorry!

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and the italics part
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-25 06:31 pm (UTC)

Re: Sorry!

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Yeah, I think I realised that Bloody is only used by British. But I think swearing cheapens the stories, and I don't like using it. My earlier stories had that in, and I can't bear to read them now.
And LJ was screwing my around, as I said before. Hence the reason the cut was spazzing.
I'm British. I'm allowed to say whatever I want. By the reasoning, you could say 'only American's pretending to be English people' act all posh.
So what if I use British slang? It's my comm, and I've said I use it. What else was I supposed to use?
From: [info]theacademylove
2006-11-25 06:54 pm (UTC)

Re: Sorry!

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Terribly sorry if I offended you. It's just that Mike's sooo American and the bloody thing stood out too much. If you're British though it explains everything.

*in a very small voice* The story was different and the flow was nice.
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-25 06:56 pm (UTC)

Re: Sorry!

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Don't worry.
It's been pointed out before.
And Mike's not that American, is he? I mean, he doesn't have that strong an accent...
Tehe...
Maybe Mike just picked up the British slang on a tour of Europe?
Although, then, he has a very possible chance of saying sacre bleu!
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-25 07:01 pm (UTC)

Re: Sorry!

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And I've just been informed Americans can use bloody too... but I'm not sure about how reliable my sources are... well, they use it in San Diego, anyway!
From: [info]theacademylove
2006-11-26 12:25 am (UTC)

... :(

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Mike's accent is midwestern. He drawls things out more and is prone to be more quiet. You really can't get more American then that. From what I know if you use bloody in America everyone thinks you're trying to act British. Which makes no sense unless you are.
Anyway, if you want to use it in YOUR story whatever. I only mentioned the bloody thing because I thought you did it involuntarily and that I could give constructive criticism.
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-26 04:26 pm (UTC)

Re: ... :(

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I don't actually know about anything... I've never even been to America!
I'm trying to find other words, but it's a wee bit difficult.
And don't worry. I didn't take offence. It just sounded stand offish when you said it, and I was like 'wtf'?
[User Picture]From: [info]ex_espadarte716
2006-11-26 03:57 pm (UTC)

Re: Sorry!

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actually, not meaning to reply, but for some reason my computer is hiding the "post comment" button on this page...

this was really nice. i did notice the britishisms, but hey, i'm american and have to stop myself from using britishisms (partially from reading too many harry potter fanfic, perhaps, but still). i liked how it all flowed, and was from ryan's point of view, and had multiple "pairings", and that Tom was shy and Adam was a maniac.

also: "pull the other one Mike, you're crying" and "unassuming Chicagoans" = absolument parfait!

i also loved that mike loved butcher - that's a new one. but good!

(and, i've mentioned this before, but it takes me twice as long to write comments for you because i get so fricking distracted by your icon. **drool**)
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-26 04:32 pm (UTC)

Re: Sorry!

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Tehe.
I use... I mean used to... make Tom shy quite a bit, expecially after he was kicked out TAI... I used to wonder what he felt like.
And I can totally see Mike and Butcher happening. Those two are always together.
Yesh, my icon is amazing. Thank lovej00more.
[User Picture]From: [info]writer_of_sins
2006-11-25 06:29 pm (UTC)

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This was good. I liked the style of it and the tone, conversational almost, which was drew me in. The repetition also added to it. The tension and obliviousness of all involved was great, reminded me far too much of my group of friends, so plus points for realism!

Sorry, my comments are always terrible, but I really did like this, and aww poor Mike!
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-25 06:32 pm (UTC)

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No, hey, it's a comment! This site is alive! tehe.
[User Picture]From: [info]lovej00more
2006-11-25 07:21 pm (UTC)

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xD Wow, Jezz, you really treat our members oh-so-wonderfully. Nice going.

[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-25 07:22 pm (UTC)

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I'm horrible, I know.
It just got on my nerves.
I did apologise... ish.
[User Picture]From: [info]lovej00more
2006-11-25 07:28 pm (UTC)

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:P It's alright. I forgive you.
I'm not sure if theacademylove forgives you, but I do.

From: [info]paper_stitches
2006-11-26 02:31 am (UTC)

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I liked this. It was different but really nice. The britsh slang doesn't bug me at all. I use it a lot.. no wonder the kids at school look at me odd...florida sucks.

Anywho.. Did you still want to do that joint fic?
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-26 04:28 pm (UTC)

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Sure. Tehe, people in America do use it!
Any suggestions for alternate words though? It gets on people's nerves...
Actually, I've come up with a solution!
Stop writing and keep to moderating! Yes, that tis what I will do!
[User Picture]From: [info]ex_espadarte716
2006-11-27 09:38 pm (UTC)

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no!

don't stop writing!

:-C

(but do keep moderating - this is my favorite community)
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-28 04:44 pm (UTC)

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What, the dead community that the mod is too scared to post on?
Unfortunately, I find it pretty hard to stop writing.
But do you know any alternative words?
[User Picture]From: [info]ex_espadarte716
2006-11-28 11:07 pm (UTC)

head high, heavy heart!

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yes, write more!

i would love to be your personal treasure trove of american english colloquialisms. i'll even endeavor to find midwestern ones rather than massachusetts ones.

but, could you please just send me an e-mail so i can e-mail some to you? i have very little opportunity to access livejournal, as it is blocked at work, and my internet access at home frequently just stops working. (but i can e-mail from work) espadarte45@gmail.com (sorry that's not a link - i just have a minute) - let me know if that's ok! thanks!
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-29 05:25 pm (UTC)

Re: head high, heavy heart!

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Not allowed to give my email out... if you want to message me, I'd sign up on www.fandomination.net (no idea how to make that a link) and take it from there...
[User Picture]From: [info]ex_espadarte716
2006-11-29 08:27 pm (UTC)

open mouth, insert foot

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I just released how profoundly creepy that last message I sent was. Wow. I feel sleazy. I am sorry. Ignore that last bit. I will look into some alternate words and phrases for you and comment here or post here or on my journal or something. Sorry again. Sometimes I forget other people have different situations than I do.
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-30 04:30 pm (UTC)

Re: open mouth, insert foot

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Lol, don't worry!
I once sent lovej00more a message starting with... do you live in America?
[User Picture]From: [info]ex_espadarte716
2006-11-29 09:45 pm (UTC)

unlock the word-horde

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what are your thoughts on (what the linguists call) "taboo deformation" (i.e., using something that sounds like a swear, but isn't technically a swear)? For example, "freaking" "fricking" "friggin'" or "effing"?
I don't think American has a good synonym for "bloody" other than "fucking", unless you use one of the above.

The other word I noticed was "strop", which I guess is a synonym for "have a tantrum" (?). And it seems to me there's a one-word american way to say that, too, but I have to go look in a thesaurus, because words escape me currently.
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-30 04:33 pm (UTC)

Re: unlock the word-horde

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yep, strop = tantrum
I like taboo deformation, but they all make me laugh! They all sound like teenage girls (no offence lol).
[User Picture]From: [info]ex_espadarte716
2006-11-30 10:24 pm (UTC)

Re: unlock the word-horde

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yeah, i can't write anything rated heavier than R for similar reasons. it sounds funny when I write it, just not when (most) other people do. at least to me.

anyway. sorry i am not the treasure trove i was hoping to be. you could experiment with careful use of italics and boldface - frequently you can express the intensity of a swear without any words at all, just delivery (it's ALL in the delivery).
hmmm. any other specific words?

(btw, are there any american or neutral-language fics that have words/phrases that might work? i learned all my british slang from harry potter fic)

chin up; whatever we say, don't stop writing
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-12-01 05:15 pm (UTC)

Re: unlock the word-horde

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I have no idea... I like the italics idea...
ATM, I'm just not writing angry pieces.
So I'm writing pieces where Mike seems to sleep with everyone... :S.
[User Picture]From: [info]ix3mysexigiraff
2006-11-26 03:59 am (UTC)

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aww this was cute...poor mike thoughh....and i hope u feel better [=
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-26 04:30 pm (UTC)

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Yep... came home from netball (I fell over twice, in case you were wondering - and I wonder why people call me Bambi!) and went to sleep.
Then I came on the computer.
Tehe... that smiley looks like a vampire...
And I the only one who notices that Mike looks like a vampire when he smiles? Or am I just weird?
[User Picture]From: [info]ix3mysexigiraff
2006-11-28 03:25 am (UTC)

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and dont worry about falling i totally tripped over a plant today on my way home from school lol. and i totally agree with you. he does look like a vampire when he smiles. a very cute vampire though<3
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-28 04:47 pm (UTC)

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Mikey's always cute :D.
[User Picture]From: [info]ex_espadarte716
2006-11-27 10:15 pm (UTC)

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btw, i forgot to say how much i adored Mike as a dork with a short temper. that pretty much describes every man i've ever been attracted to my whole life. (this is why i love mike. he could totally be this way). you are awesome!
[User Picture]From: [info]parasesinar
2006-11-28 04:45 pm (UTC)

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tehe. My boyfriend's are just dorks.
I'm the one with bad temper...
I'm the manly one as well.